I don’t know what it is about me, but I can’t seem to keep a friendship where I actually see said friend unless I initiate. I’ve pretty much given up at this point. I know I’m a little socially off, but not that much. I take responsibility for my flaws, but I can’t think of any that would justify not calling or even a text now and then. I try not to let it get to me, but it does. I’m not going to maintain one sided relationships anymore. It hurts too much.